Here's what my idiot mind can't comprehend
I haven't posted in a awhile and my last few posts basically declared myself out of poker but I do enjoy the game and kept playing but there is a pattern occurring that I just can't comprehend. I play almost strictly SNG's. I'm a decent player with an ITM of about 41% over 10,000 tournaments. The pattern is always the same, my bankroll makes a nice steady climb over a few week stretch, a few dips here and there but generally sticking to my stats without too much variance, and then suddenly one tournament and whamo, everything goes off a cliff. It's so predictable it's scary. I'll play 500 tournaments make a nice steady climb, a little variance here and there and then the next 100 becomes a competition to see what clever way I can lose a hand.
Ok, so, I know most are discounting anything in this thread and truth be told I need to vent a little but it happens with such regularity I could almost bet on it. I also expect the standard 'that's poker' reply but the statistical anomalies that happen lead me to the title of the post, my idiot mind can't comprehend how this can happen with such alarming frequency. It's literally like at some point my cards just get exposed. I fully understand that occasionally an opponent sucks out but once I get in this downswing every hand sucks out. I know you are thinking that it probably just feels that way but I have some back to back to back hand histories that I can post. I don't understand how one can go from consistently being ITM at a 40% clip or so to < 5% over a 100 tourney stretch. It makes no sense. Then it passes, everything goes back to normal and I forget and then it repeats.
Ugh... even if it's not rigged my mind kinda thinks it is now, it's always gonna be there. I don't really know the whole point to the thread. Just needed to vent I guess.
Ok, so, I know most are discounting anything in this thread and truth be told I need to vent a little but it happens with such regularity I could almost bet on it. I also expect the standard 'that's poker' reply but the statistical anomalies that happen lead me to the title of the post, my idiot mind can't comprehend how this can happen with such alarming frequency. It's literally like at some point my cards just get exposed. I fully understand that occasionally an opponent sucks out but once I get in this downswing every hand sucks out. I know you are thinking that it probably just feels that way but I have some back to back to back hand histories that I can post. I don't understand how one can go from consistently being ITM at a 40% clip or so to < 5% over a 100 tourney stretch. It makes no sense. Then it passes, everything goes back to normal and I forget and then it repeats.
Ugh... even if it's not rigged my mind kinda thinks it is now, it's always gonna be there. I don't really know the whole point to the thread. Just needed to vent I guess.
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It will sound like more tin foil hat stuff but I do take breaks, this most recent time I stopped playing for a week. When I go back in fresh and relaxed it picks back right up. It's like I have to play through it to get out of it. It's suspicious.
I definetley try and do this, sometimes the downswing is hard to notice right away, lose 4, win 1 lose 3, win 1, lose 5 etc... by the time I realize I'm in the downswing I've lost a little more than I am comfortable with. But good advice and something I do try. The one problem I do have with this is the tendency that preparing for this kind of thing causes you to not play your best,
Yes, still up. And I do try and look at the long term results but it's so predictable that it's hard to not question it. Like clockwork.
DJ summed it up quite nicely. I used to be a 80% SNG player also playing 2 different stakes usually simultaneously, and always have 100 buy ins for the higher stake, and 200 for the lower.
Thanks for that, I'm going to check those out.
Good luck at the tables and keep up the good work.
I once had a piece of toast at the Bellagio buffet that had looked like a picture of Dolly Parton's boobies
See you on Friday at the "rigged" electronic shufflers.