Nooo! I did it again!
Hi
I promised last time when i tilted that it wount happen never again!
But ofc you know already that it did, last night at gaming club i was
playing at 1/2 nolimit and lost few allins to another player and whats
even worst he laughed to me all the time. I flopped straight on first
one and called this maniacs allin with 2pair that turned to full house
and next i had flush on turn and went allin and he called with Th and
got high flush when i rivered heart. God dang i was crushed after this
i just lost control and went into 2/4 nolimit table tilted badly and lost 1400.
Now im broke and need to wait for deposit another 2 weeks. Why does
it happen? I know when im in tilt but still cant control it, i know when im
close to tilt but cant quit! Am i just a gambler that cant control his play?
I surely hope not!
Dyster
I promised last time when i tilted that it wount happen never again!
But ofc you know already that it did, last night at gaming club i was
playing at 1/2 nolimit and lost few allins to another player and whats
even worst he laughed to me all the time. I flopped straight on first
one and called this maniacs allin with 2pair that turned to full house
and next i had flush on turn and went allin and he called with Th and
got high flush when i rivered heart. God dang i was crushed after this
i just lost control and went into 2/4 nolimit table tilted badly and lost 1400.
Now im broke and need to wait for deposit another 2 weeks. Why does
it happen? I know when im in tilt but still cant control it, i know when im
close to tilt but cant quit! Am i just a gambler that cant control his play?
I surely hope not!
Dyster
Comments
Althought this has nothing to do about it, its like Negreanu when he was growing up as a Poker Pro. He has a alcohol problem and one day it hit the bricks for him when he went into a NL game drunk as heck, and woke up the next morning and his money box was empty. He lost 80K and didn't remember it. And this was way back when 80K was very significant to him.
Can image that something like that would happen to me!
I just hope i learn to control my self, but that has been
always difficult to me.
Dyster
Anger isn't poker stuff, it's life stuff. I would be willing to bet you are the guy that hurls his golf bag into the pond when you duff a shot (I know I was). Once I learned to control my anger and put the problem in perspective things changed for me in golf for one, but more importantly in life. I could have never played poker back then. Now I can take the worst of it and it doesn't get the best of me.
Good luck to you.
I guess receiving annoying telemarketing calls several times a week makes a person a bit jaded .
No.
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If you can't learn to control tilt, its because you don't understand poker at a fundamental level. Try to read some books and understand where profit comes from at the table.
Anyway, if you put yourself in a situation where you can bust your entire bankroll after a few bad sessions, you are playing over your head.
There's also no reason why you would keep your entire bankroll on a pokersite.. Keep it in neteller or somewhere where your compulsive rage can't get to it so easily.
My worst tilt was never as bad as $1400 but pretty close to it, well over $1000. It happens and i'll be honest losing that $1000+ one time really actually helped my game. Now i know i'm going to get tilty, i can usually get away from the table cause i've seen what it does. Doesn't mean i'll stop playing, but usually means i'll just waste my excess agression at a 0.25/0.50 table for a while (where my tilt just looks like everyone else's bad play) ... and then get back to playing in a normal game.
I think if you play NL, PL etc... a little tilt on occassion can help your game, if you understand that you're treading on thin water.
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