betrthanphil;344003 wroteSo i guess the request of telling us the truth is not going to happen. Everytime I ask you similar questions, weeks apart, the answers always change lol. Jules can attest to that. How your living isn't healthy, you have so many lies going you have to be on edge to keep them going, prob why you can't sit still around us and had to have a smoke every 10 minutes. lol
You ask for someone to give an example of you not telling the truth, I did so and you go ape on me through texts. Get a life.
Seriously though. Fed, you wanted to move to BC to "become a man". This is a fail all over the place. Before you moved to BC you seemed to have some maturity on here and now you have fallen back to being a perpetual liar. Being a man as you put it begins with being honest with yourself and with those around you.
Honestly, many of us feel sorry for you and hope that if you have people in your life that care about you that you can be honest with them and get some help with your situation.
Nothing that you are doing right now is healthy for you. You should either get a job or move back home and look back at this as an interesting trip and a learning experience. To make it in poker you really need discipline and self-awareness. Maybe someday you will get there with the attitude you had on here for a couple months, but the degeneration of your character on here should be a warning bell that you need help.
I'm starting to think that your whole account is a level and that no one can live their life as such a train-wreck. But, if it is not then people on here are remiss if they don't try and help you.
Move back home if you can and get a job. Ask your family and friends for some help and for their advice. I'm sure your parents must talk to you on a regular basis about getting your life on track and if they aren't saying anything then ask their opinion about what you are doing with your life right now. You should listen to those people that care about you and be honest with them. If you have to lie to people that care about you then you need to be able to ask for help.
